Ck, is this your first son? When my first was born I didn't sleep much at all. I realize your situation is vastly different, but, all I could do was lye down with my son in the middle between his mom and I. I'd watch him for the better part of the night. Something about a sleeping baby that makes everything in life a little less stressful. You'll have so much fun with Dean. All the firsts. First laugh, first smile, first step. Kids rock, because we really only live on through them. That's why it's so important to do right by them so they'll do right by themself later in life. Glad to hear things are looking brighter for Dean.