Ugh ... I didn't expect to cause an argument like that, but by telling us about it, apart from us telling you to do the same old "wipe + start fresh" routine and other misc stuff, what else can we do about it (?)
If you can't settle for something good/the best, always go one step below it and settle with that. Ain't that the way of life? Dell in my opinion is fine, and I suggested that because you mentioned you use it 90% for work. The first thing to strike my mind was that if you're going to work on it most of the time, a them Light and Slim AW laptops would do you, or one of Dell's (cheap and does the job). I do not see why you need a pure powerful gaming machine to do work on, if you're going to work 90% of the time.
But, if circumstances were to change and you mentioned that you play games on it 90% of the time and you aren't happy with Alienware, I would've pointed you to:http://savrow.com
Both equally as good in terms of power and can play games just as well, in the laptop area.
Having said that, apologies for the late reply, long day at college.
Oh, as well as that, accept that:
Life is unfair. Waste no energy trying to change that.
Most things in the world are out of your control
Anger doesn't solve anything.
It's your choice to get angry about those things
anger makes a rich man hated and a poor man scourned.
no one likes to be around an angry person.